To tell that story we have to go back a little further. Specifically to 2016, when Matt is a junior in high school. Matt, some friends, and fitness coach J.R. Bunner opened Cameo CrossFit in Magnolia, AR. On the wall of the gym there's a quote posted that says...
"Fate whispers to the warrior, 'You cannot withstand the storm.' The warrior whispers back, 'I am the storm.'”
On Matt's right side he has a tattoo that says אני הסערה, which translates from Hebrew to ,"I am the storm." To this day Matt will write that phrase on his wrist tape every time he takes the field.
When you think of "man of God", think J.R. Bunner. J.R. wasn't just an obedient Jesus follower, he was a disciple-maker. On Sunday's he would lead a devotional at Cameo CrossFit prior to the day's workout. Despite being around for all of this, Matt just wasn't there spiritually.
Matt confesses that, growing up in Magnolia, he absolutely knew what it meant to be a Christian - he understood salvation, he was well aware of Jesus, he was frequently around Jesus-followers - and because of that he absolutely knew he wasn't one, or (at the very least) wasn't living like one.
At least, not yet.
By the time Matt was a senior in high school the gym had, "grown from 5 middle-aged women to one of the biggest gyms in Magnolia, AR." One night, J.R. tragically passed away in his sleep. He had stopped breathing and never woke up. The impact that J.R. had on Matt’s life and on the lives of many other’s in his mission field of Magnolia, AR cannot be understated. It left Matt emotionally and spiritually shattered. He struggled with some tough questions like, “How could a God who loves us let us hurt like this?” A question many of us, believers and unbelievers, have battled in our lifetime. Matt was ready to block out faith altogether.